Thursday, March 16, 2006
One flew over the Cuckoo's Nest..I have been kinda pushed to write an entry, since my last proper entry was like a good 5 days back. Also, its been awhile, since I wrote something pretty reflective, so call this a mid-term report card. =)
Everyone goes through a weeding process. In that, you find yourself being weeded out either the unnecessary people, the backstabbers, or the hypocrites. The funniest part, is that this process happens either with your knowledge, or at times, even without you knowing. Three months on, I've found myself, with a clean garden. Mind you, there still could be some weeds out there, but I am pretty sure most of them, have been cleared.
Then, there are the mistakes we make. Maybe its my high tolerance for people making mistakes, or perhaps, just me being able to trust a person almost instantly. By high tolerance, I refer to my ability to brush aside mistakes made by people around me, especially towards me. I mean, c'mon, to err is human eh? We aren't some kinda special beings created for perfection. But when does this tolerance level break? When someone breaks my trust in them. And worse, lose my respect for them.
Trust, when lost, is something you can gain back after a long time. Respect though, you can forget about earning it back. Now, do not get me wrong, this can mean both ways. I have lost my respect and trust, to a certain group of people, but I am very sure, some out there have lost theirs on me. Either way, I am blessed with the people I am with right now. People from the past, and some from the present. For that, I convey my heartfelt thanks.
Moving on, I guess its only fair I write about this fantastic friend of mine, whom I just got to know, over the last few weeks. Pretty ironically, through a common friend. Yepz, I'm talking about that delusional girl who claims to be an almighty on my tagboard. Sheesh. She is pretty amazing, with her roots stemming deep towards culture and values, and just the other time, when I was telling Jesh, the other amazing cuckoo (see, I gave you airtime) about her, she was impressed herself. And impressing my dear cuzzie, is a feat in itself. Conversations with this kway teow are really deep, yet witty and at times, rather lame. Add to that, her good friend Candi, and Prashanth, bam, you just have good times chatting on MSN. Oh, forgot to mention her name. Hehe, Gomathi. Another, of the half-ling pride (part telugu, part tamil).
At the moment, I'm just sniffing the roses, and breathing in the fresh air. Its never felt better, and long, may it last.
Its the little things
They make me so happy
All I want to do is live by the sea
Its the little things
They make me so happy
Yeah its good, yes its good
Its good to be free...
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Its Good to be Free by
Oasis
7:45 AM
supernova lit up.
