Thursday, September 21, 2006
Aggressor vs Victim..I couldn't think of a more apt title, to what I'm about to write in here. Its funny, how life throws at you situations, in such a way, you play both the roles that you would have read off my title. How I once was a victim under similar circumstances, and now, I have turned the aggressor, in another..
Does that make me a badder person? Nah, far from it. Its made me a wiser person. I can understand how you feel. Seeing someone that you once loved a lot, cared so much for, just leave you and then, a month passes and you find her in the arms of another. It ain't pleasant, it leaves a sour taste in your mouth..
But something I've grown to accept over that period of time, is that life, is never fair. That the saying, All is fair in love and war, is pretty true. Its all about acceptance, and now, I see you at a spot where I once was, a long time back..
And it sucks, to know that I have now become part of your pain, though most of it stems from your love towards the girl. All I hope, is that you really take care. Back then, I had my wonderful friends around me. They kept me going, and albeit hiccups here and there, I was glad to have exorcised my demons then...
We all react differently to a given situation. Some aggressively, some with relative caution.
Its not easy being me, for only I seem to react to everything with a lot of deep consideration and calculations. Heh, okie, the latter makes me sound manipulative. But you know roughly what I'm trying to get across here..
Right, off for an overnighter now. Stupid Stats tutor emails us on Mon announcing that there's a quiz tomorrow. Its even worse when you've mentally told yourself over the weekend that Tues' quiz will be the last, before recess week. Friggin' no mood to study also (no, not because of what's been bothering me, but the whole mental re-preparation phase). Argh, good thing Sis is staying up. Dunno anything, ask her. Heh..
Adieu.. =)
3:05 PM
supernova lit up.