Thursday, September 18, 2008
(The following has no intended target whatsoever. Just a reflection of my thoughts and stuff. I do know, that probably 6 months down the road, when I read this entry again, I might just laugh it off.)
Relationships, can be quite a sham, sadly. I only realized it over the recent events that have taken place around me. Now, I've always had this dream of having a gal whom I'd fall in love over and over and over again. And maybe, settle down, have our own little brood and grow old together. Hey, sue me if you think it ain't 'manly' to think that way.
That said, I guess the ones that end up with questions are the 'dumped' ones. Trust me, been on both sides of the see-saw and have felt those effects more than once. But why is it difficult at times, to try to come out of your way to understand your partner?? Its simple..
EGO!The very fact that it just detracts you can end up making your relationship a disaster. That said, there are those who end up taking advantage of the niceness one displays. And then there are those, who have some sick game which I would put it similar to pretending to throw that ball for your dog to fetch, only to see him run the length and realize that he had been cheated. Then why friggin' get in a relationship? I wonder.. The fact that you get pampered and loved?? And when you feel it's going wrong, you just call the easy way out??
To me, entering a relationship ain't a game. It's a commitment. I'd go to all lengths to salvage it if there's a problem (unless if its a trust issue). That is the kinda person that I am.
Oh well, one thing's for sure. My faith in relationships have just gone kaput with this post, and lest God decides to prove me otherwise, I'm pretty sure I'd remain unstuck with this decision. That said, being single means being able to look around, have fun.
And that's sthg I've never had for awhile now.. Not at least for the year 2008 yet.. =)
11:07 AM
supernova lit up.
